Bengang - Akim

Aku bosan dengan cinta mu
Aku rasa buang masa
Kau selalu mendustakan cintaku

Aku fikir kau tak searus
Lebih baik ku beralih
Biar kan diriku terus bersendiri

Ku tak fikir engkau setia
Walau jasad dan juga nyawa
Sebagai tanda cintamu padaku katamu

Korus:
Tak mungkin ku percaya
Kata-kata yang penuh dusta
Hanya lah bibir berkata yang memilukan
Menambah bengang rasa hampa
Kerunsingan diriku terasa

Cukup berkali kau berkata
Jangan diulang lagi dusta
Jangan kau pujuk hati yang terluka

Tak mungkin akan ku kembali
Jika janji sekadar mimpi
Tak mungkin ku sama dirimu yang sering berdusta

Ulang Korus

Letih hatiku diserang pilu
Letih hatiku teringat janjimu, oooh caramu
Akan ku teruskan hidupku, oh tanpamu

Ulang Korus

Oooooo…..

Back to skull...

Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh......;)

hari ini, today n saat aku melayangkan jari jemariku yang agak comel ni ke atas keyboard laptopku..aku berada di rumah nenek aku di kg kuala perdik,hulu langat,selangor.Seingat aku, lame jgak la aku x blik cni.last rye taun lepas kot aku blik..hehe..lamekan..nenek aku pon sik tnye bile nk dok umah die ni. Skang aku dah abis blja,bleh la temankan nenek kat cni.N tats not only the reason..Sebab utama aku blik ksni selain temankan nenek ialah kerana aku akan masuk ke sekolah rendah semula..hehe..Semua ini adalah hasil pertolongan sepupu mak aku yg agak 'comel' jgak mrekemenkan aku sebagai guru ganti di sekolahnyer..

Wallalalaweyh..aku jdi ckgu la pulak walaupun ckgu ganti..ckgu gak..hheheh..makcik aku kate nnti aku akan mengajar bahase melayu( tatabahasa aku pun dah lupe),kajian tempatan(errr...sal ape tah tuh..buah2an tempatan kot) n pengajian sivik(time aku skolah dlu lum ade lg subjek nih)..tp x pe..nmpknye aku kne la blaja balik..ok la tuh..dri aku dok saje kat umah kan..tp..sob sob...aku tpakse la stop jap beauty clas aku tuh tanpe smpat memberitahu cikgu normah akan pemergianku ini...nnti kol je la...

Untuk profession sementare aku ni, aku telah mmpersiapkan tidak berape byk brang2 keperluan..setakat ngam 4 2 months je la..baju kurung dlm 10psang(akan ditukar dgn baju lain bile aku blik umah nnti) n baju2 lain yang x berkenaan dengan profesion perguruan..memerlukan 1beg besar samsonite ayahnda aku dan 1 beg sederhana besar 'aku'..5 beg untuk dibawa ke skolah hari2, 5 kasut dan 1 kasut sukan.(kot2 la kne besukan ke merentas desa ke..heheh)..

Camnela nnti kan?...1st time ni nak jd cikgu ni..tkut r..heheeee..xpe2..coool..jap agi pas zohor aku n adik bradik aku nk g mndi sungai..lubuk manggis kot,x pon congkak je la..depan umah nenek aku ni ade sungai gak..sungai langat..tp cam dah x berape sesuwai nak mndi..errr...ok la heh..salam..

Pengalaman

Assalamualaikum...

Rini kami nak cite sal pengalaman..Well yes..pengalaman memang benar mendewasakan diri seseorg tu..wether its good or bad experiences, they will simply changing a person personality,criteria,attitude,soul n wut nots.

Same thing happened on me,n sekarang aku mula sedar akan kekurangan diri ini, kesilapan masa lalu mmberikan aku pengajaran supaya menjadi seorg yg lebih baik dari zahir dan batinnya...But im not totally changed yet.n at this moment onwards in my life, i really need a support from all closed peoples especially parents,famly n friends.N i juz realized that anything happens in our life is the way we used to be ,to learn something from that,n then try to make ourselves better then before. Aku bersyukur hingga kesaat ini aku berada di kalangan insan2 yg memahami dan amat memberi dorongan dalam hidup ku tidak kira di kala aku di puncak jaya mahupun ketika aku jatuh tersungkur dek kerana dugaan dariNya.Dan itu lah yang memberi semangat untuk aku terus tegak berdiri melawan arus dunia penuh pancaroba.Berada dekat dengan keluarga dan ayah bonda tercinta sedikit sebanyak berjaya merubah diriku yang 1 ketika dahulu pernah tersasar dan lupa untuk malafazkan syukur kepadaNya. Lupa untuk mengingati akan tinggi rendahnya langit dan bumi.Sesungguhnya aku bagai tersedar dari lena yang panjang.Syukur Kau masih memberi ku peluang untuk merasai dan menyedari kebesaran serta kekuasaanMu Ya Tuhan.Syukur aku punya ibu bapa yang tegas dan sentiasa mengambil berat akan anak2nya.Syukur syukur Ya Allah...

Pengalaman juga menjadikan aku lebih berhati2 memilih kawan.Kerana aku juga sedar, manusia lazimnya mudah terikut2 sikap kawan.Baik kawan baiklah kita,jahat kawan mungkin kita akan jadi sepertinya juga..Ketika ini kurasakan aku dapat berfikir dan membuat sesuatu keputusan dgn lebih matang.Semoga aku sentiasa berada di bawah lindunganNya.Amin...Wassalm

First class

Salam..helow bloggy..

Last post i'd mentioned about beauty course i wanna take..Yea finally i make it true..Today is my 1st lessons.Meet my teacher, cikgu normah, very smart and gud looking woman in my eyes..Actually ckgu normah is my mom's late friend and she was stayed near our house a few years ago b4 move out to tman bintang,beside our 'taman'... N i juz remembered if not mistaken,her son n me were in the same primary school..klu x silap la..nanti r tnye die..








Walaweh...aku skang dah jd.. 'student of kursus dandanan & penampilan diri'.hehe..oh 1 really damn excited n love this course coz i do love make over.oh yer..i got a friend who really likes this thing too..ainul syafizan..(sorry..ngumpat enul jap.she must be happy or angry if read this..hehe)That gal was very talented in dis kind of hobby(make up).Die jugak suke laaa main make up2,conteng2 muke kwan2 die nih..enul klu 1 hari u jd mak andam ke make up artis ke jgn lupe impom k..Ade la 1 day tu ktorg main mekup2..die conteng muke aku n i did the same on her.. Well not bad..die mmg berbakat n i learned some beauty n mekup tips from her.




Yang tengah tu la enul..yg lg sorg tu ziah..


For 2morrow i'll bring my sis 2 the class as bahan experiment.becoz some lesson such as facial, massage ,n make up kene ade org lain utk dijadikan bahan ujikaji...so die la jd mangse..sory la yer..

Well.. i cant wait 4 the class 2morrow.Juz now i've been given a modul 4 hands warming up n i'll do it tonite..Sok blaja wat facial..best2..k la sok aku story pe yg aku blja kat klas eh..bubyee

Friendship never ends

Rindunye kenangan kite bersame dulu..kwan2 unimap..see ya in convocation...

New life begin...

helow blogs...

whewww..seems like a very2 long time i haven't writing u bebs..and i thought that u r dead or expired..heheh..sorry bebs

Hrmm...well..i can say tat dis is new come back of mine..horlaaa!!!..and da new life begins at home..after completed studies and now waiting for the brilliant convocation and also posting to any malaysia's polytechnics ..im gonna be one of politech teacher..yeahh!!!Thanks God and so happy at the time my name was shortlisted to receive the scholarship for that position..we r informed that there r 4 choice for the candidates to choose which state they want 4 the placement.And until now, i choose malacca, selangor, N9 and maybe malacca also..the reason i choose malacca?absolutely coz nearer my hometown..i dun want jb coz lots of bad story i left in there..and i wanna leave it all and never ever turning back.. hopefully i'll be placed shortly..








And sometimes all sweet memories in unimap flashing thru dis mind..arrghhh how can i forget them..all friends there, very kindheart classmates and teachers/lects and very lovely crazy housemates..oh i do missed them all..Still remember, every day at 6.15 or 6.30 we played badminton 2gther..at nite bidding the lelong.com..so interested at first n going addicted at last..hah.n the result, i got 1 anna sui beg at rm50 something plus shipping fees...ok la tuh..and not forget the gossip2 time..we juz like gossip girl played on tv lah..n sometimes going karaoke n shopping togeder2.bestnyer..




And of course the so damn beautiful scenery of our hostel surrounded with all greenish things wid 'sawah padi' at the front n a big scary hill at the back..they said that someting quite 'hard' there...no comment at all.Really love the scenery after rain..it was so awesome n untouchable juz like professional portrayal.seriusly!!!So sad i din have chance to capture that view..really2 damn sad...huuuu


so sick at home wit no job and i knew that i dun have many friends here..they all gone, married,working outside johore and so hard 4 us to meet..and tat's y im waiting 4 the skul reunion..aaaa...can't wait to meet them all..it must be so sweet memory to keep..

Wah..12am suda..time to sleep actually.sok nk kne bgun pg2.solat sbuh at 6.30am n no resleep until zohor.then after that mu nak kuak lentang ke ape ke..lantaqaw..then after subuh making brakfast coz my ayah n adik going out for work n they want bersantap dlu d rumah so thats my responsiblty to make it up.then machine baju smbil2 tu kemas2 ape yg ptut once a week cuci kete..klu boring2 kuar gak ngan dak ngokngek sowang neh...welll...im goin to attend a course..maybe some beauty course.see later la..

i think enough for today n will be continued...wssalm

Rahmat ujian


Dalam derita ada bahagia
Dalam gembira mungkin terselit duka
Tak siapa tahu
Tak siapa pinta ujian bertamu

Bibir mudah mengucap sabar
Tapi hatilah yang remuk menderita
Insan memandang
Mempunyai berbagai tafsiran

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya

c/o
Harus ada rasa bersyukur
Di setiap kali ujian menjelma
Itu jelasnya membuktikan
Allah mengasihimu setiap masa
Diuji tahap keimanan
Sedangkan ramai terbiar dilalaikan
Hanya yang terpilih sahaja
Antara berjuta mendapat rahmatNya

Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi

c/o

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya

repeat c/o 2x

Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi
Segala ujian diberi
Maka bersyukurlah selalu

warna warni kehidupan

hidup umpama putaran roda..kadang2 kite d bawah n kadang2 d atas..kite slalu bertanye.. kenape aku slalu je xdpt ape yg aku nak?ape yg aku impikan...sebab..kite sbenanye x bersyukur dgn ape yg kite ade..kite slalu x puas ati dgn ape yg kite miliki..we wan more n more n more more..even kite dah dpt yg terbaik pon kite msih rse x ckup..at the time when its gone..bru la kite nk menyesal n terasa kehilangannye..itu lah kite..manusia...

kite jgk slalu bertanye...kenape kite msti kehilangan bnde yg paling kite syang?..sebab mungkin kite akan dpt bnde yg lbih baik drpd yg pernah kite ade..mungkin Allah nk gantikan kite dgn sesuatu yg lbih mnepati citerase kite dan kite akan syangkannye smpai bile2..kerane..bile kite dah kehilangn sesuatu yg kite ade sebelumnyer..kite akan lebih mnjage dan menghargai bnde baru yg diberikan pade kite..itulah hidup kite..manusia..

kenape kite slalu bertanye..apasal la kite sentiase diuji dgn dugaan yg pade kite ianye maha hebat..?sbenanye..semua dugaan, cabaran, kemenangan ,kekalahan o watever la..datangnye dari DIE..Allah..Tuhan kite yg ESA.. didatangkanNYA ujian untuk kite yang bersesuaian dgn kemampuan kite..Die x uji kite dgn ujian yg kite x mampu hadapinye,..ingatla..ade lg org yg lbih truk dugaannye.sesungguhnyer die MAha mengetahui ape yg terbaik untuk hambenye..bile kite lalai dan lupe..ditarikNya kite semula dan diberiNya kita hidayah supaye kite tidak terus melupakanNya dan sentiase berade dalam landasanNya yg betul..begitu syangnye Die kpd kite..cume kite yg x mnyedarinye..alangkah bertuahnye hambe2 Allah yg mndapat hidayahNya tu..bersyukurlah kita..manusia..


kadang2 kite slalu terpikir..kenape org yang tamak tu slalu rugi?..sebab mne bleh nak kaut sumenye?org lain pon nk gak beb..bile dah dpt ape yg kite nak tu..jagelah ia sebaiknyer..bia x seberape asalkan ckup untuk kite..ingatlah..makhluk kat bumi Allah ni bukan kite jer...berjuta, berbilion..sume ade hak msing2..mne tau kite terambik hak mereka..things that we not own will not be ours..sedangkan kite dah mmg ade ape yg mnjadi hak kte..jgnla yg dikejar x dpt yg dikendong berciciran tah kemane..ini lumrah kite..manusia..

hrmmm....kite dijadikan Allah sebaik2 kejadian..makhluk Nye yang mempunyai akal fikiran, hati dan perasaan yang mnjadi bekalan untuk terus hidup dibumiNya yg penuh dgn dugaan,ujian,tipu daya,kemewahan dan sbgnye..hidup ini indah klu kita pndai menghargainye dgn berpegang teguh dn setia di jalan yg benar..

What's ur color personality?

Hey all....do u wanna know ur unique personality???it can be known by colors u owned after u answer all questions below..believe it?try it first then im sure it's enjoyable...

r u ready????here we go...

1) When ordering a drink, which of the following would u choose:

a) A low-fat vanilla latte,with lots of foam and an almond biscotti.
b) A thick strawberry milk shake and probably some iced water.
c) A creamy pistachio ice-blended drink with an assortment of nuts blended into it!

2) U prefer the smell of:

a) Clean white linen or just-washed clothes.There's something so soothing about white linen that u can't help but to feel calm,relaxed and at peace! J.Lo is a huge fan of white linen.
b) Sweet-smelling perfumes light u up immediately.Not only do these calm ur senses, they make u feel all girly and feminine! Beside,smelling nice boosts ur confidence!
c) Nature! Especially the smell of freshly cut grass and the smell of all sorts of flowers. You also adore the salty sea water and love to rough it out with the waves.!Yeap.u'r a nature girl indeed!

3) Which celebrity csn u identify with best?

a) Rache Weisz - a foreigner with an elegant and pure persona.
b) Leighton Meester - sweet, charming and observant.
c) Jessica beil - the all-rounded girl-next-door who we all love to hate.

4) Which of the following descibes u?

a) tactful and a deep-thinker who keeps the big picture in mind rather than focus on the itsy bitsy details.
b) Romantic, nostalgic and one who tends to fall into reverie, fantasising of what her life would ideally be like.
c) A practical go-getter with an active lifestyle and someone who loves to help around.

5) Which of these is ur favorite symbol?

a) A dove
b) A cupcake
c) A maple leave

6) U always enjoy a good:

a) Poem,play or book enjoyed with a cup of white tea
b) Movie,heart-to-heart with a girlfriend or bubble bath
c) Swim in the pool, walk in the park or music.

ANSWERS

MOSTLY A'S

White

Shyness comes with this color but it is not what we would call 'true shyness'.Waiting patiently for others to notice them before they make their thoughts known, "whites" tend to appear shy but in truth ,they are very outspoken. They are not easily swayed by the opinions of others no matter how forceful people may get. White personalities feel they r right in their beliefs but they may not be open to discussing those beliefs with others. The fact that they know they r right is enough 4 them.

MOSTLY B'S

Pink

The pink personality girl is a romantic at heart and is always in a state of bliss or in search of one.Pinky are shy yet intelligent ,hard workers who desire to be in the fast lone but are frightened of moving too quickly.This makes people think u'r slow, but u are anything but slow. The downside is u tend to over-watch wut u say or do bcoz u r afraid that others may view u in a harsh light. U like to keep things in harmony hence u will try to avoid disputes of any sort.

MOSTLY C'S

Pistashio

The pail green pistashio-hued colour represents the cool,calm and collected gal. U love nature and would rather hang out at the park instead of working out at the gym. U love to help ur friends wid their problems but prefer to keep ur thoughtd to urself. This shade is also the color of healing which explains ur inner desire to help others. Others see u as a great listener.For pistashio personalities to feel good they have todo good to others.

Guess wut's mine????

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badminton oh badminton...

Salam..

my body was crazy pain today..giler pon x sakit cani..sengal2 je 1 badan..sumenye badminton

nye psal..2 make up a story..last 2 days ku men badminton ngn kwn2 aku kat court bwh

blok..oleh krana aku dh lme x exercise…asik tlempam je atas katil..laptop pon tas katil…so body

aku ni cam cramp je rse…sakit beb..nak suh mmber aku yg sengal gak urut ah..x bleh jd ni..jlan

pon dah x catwalk da..td g library pon x best je nk wat repot…fyp so far ok la..juz repot je..mlas

nk wat repot nih..sape rajin nk wat kan repot aku..ok2 4 qualified volunteers who wanna finish

my report..da prize will be 1 week lollipop treat yg didatangkan khas dari kedai runcit depan

ostek aku nun.cpat2..sape lmbat x dapat.. prize limited lo..

Who gonna be da winner???

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my beginning

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim…

helow everybody…heheh..well
today is da 1st day im writing dis blog..actually its nite..ermmm...something makes my heart to do dis..not sure wut was that..

mb i have a a lot of free time..or dun know wut to do aside frienster,chating,ngumpat2..

maka terhasillah blog yg x seberape nih..

eventhough report fyp aku bru 40% siap..

tp sifat kemalasan yg mndalm dlm diri drove me to write dis blog..

hrmm..since dis is de 1st time aku tlis blog..so..i choose not to talk about any topic..dis is juz my intro..heheh
camne nak paste gamba kat cni a??aku bru nak explore2 nih..

ok..done..so..tats me..in statschippac's office.mse practical last 3rd year..

k la..enaugh 4 d beginning...dun 4get 2 check out my latest writing..i'll be back..anytime..anymoment...

sekian...wassalam..bubyeeeeeeee;)